I feel so lost and helpless. Just when I think I’m doing okay, things take a turn. It’s like walking out of an exam feeling great, but coming back to a shitty score. I mean, what’s there left to do when all your efforts seems to be going nowhere? I guess it’s my fault for planning things out and expecting a perfect outcome. That’s what I get for having such high expectations - I forget to think about roadblocks. That’s how I got so damn bitter, like everything I’ve worked for gets sucked into a black hole. I don’t even know what I want to do anymore - major wise, classes wise, school wise. I mean, that’s normal right? I envy those who are already at a 4 year, there seems to be so much more stability when here, I feel like I’m hanging on by a thread. It’s frustrating. I’m tired. Unmotivated.
- I don’t want to see you sad anymore, it really does tear me up inside :( The atmosphere around here just doesn’t feel right lately.
- Don’t blow things out of proportion, just let things go. Trust me, you’ll be a lot happier that way.
- The situation’s a bit of a grey area. I can’t tell if it peeves me more that I can’t do shit about it, or that I’ve failed to take every opportunity that was thrown at me to say something.
- I like our venting sessions. We probably have more in common than I ever thought.
- Hey, good luck. You deserve to be happy with someone.
- :)